A commotion in the parlor wakes me up and as I approach the bedroom door I realize that I am not at home but in a strange house. Sue is working on a play with four young men. She is dressed like Pierrot, in a lavender and white costume. The boys were dressed as clowns. Sue acts like she is not aware of my presence on the set and I perceive her as if she were a great distance away. I watch them rehearse the play, which seems to be shaping up okay. The boys are taking turns making love to her and paying her for her services. She takes one boy by the hand and walks outside with hm. I follow them.The air is heavy with humidity, as a monsoon shower has just finished. Summer is in full swing in the desert.It is the middle of the night, very quiet, and the moon is near full, shedding quite a bit of light all around the landscape. A soft breeze is blowing. I don't know where the couple is; then I see them in the dark bushes. She has the boy's pants down and has his cock in her hand. I play the only audience, as she performs fellatio on the moaning young man. I told myself she was having sex with this fellow because she had to have hard bodies on her soft body.
The dream is haunted by, first, Sue's history of infidelities, and second, seeing her play Ruth on stage and get felt up for all to see. I have a history of putting myself in these sexual scenes, as if I didn't want to miss anything. Being there was to be part of her experience which is what I was after,
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