July 31, 2005. Buga finally got the tape machine to work so we were able to see Wolfgang's tape of her that they made in Conn. He saw Buga clearly, as the black satin witch of sex, the dark Queen bee who can behave as if she is not married. He used three different cameras as she revolved on the on a pedestal. He had dressed her in a black transparent negligee. She wore no make up. Her face looked tired and sever. As the pedestal rotates it picks up speed. At the end she is spinning to suggest fucking, at least so says Wolf. No wonder she called him her "Magician husband."He saw through her games, her stance of Miss Innocent ( or you wanted to have sex with me. I had no idea) when she had already told me Wolf was the prize male at the workshop and all the women did what they could to entice him to their bed. He knew her game and showed it with is treatment of her. He had forced her to reveal two things: her aggressive sexuality and her fierce competitiveness. She makes things happen as opposed to have things happen to her. Her desire to fuck with openness, like most whores would feel, always has to be disguised as the sex energy coming at her, like she is the vulnerable victim. But in truth she is the decider. The classic example is her deal with the physical therapist she fucked in Eugene. It took her years to admit that she seduced the guy, that it was not the other way around, which is how she sold it to me for the longest time. She could be super pussy on a rampage but afterwards she'd still sell herself as a victim, one who made no pretense of not enjoyed the seduction, getting a hold of that penis on more time, yummy! If Wolf and I suffer from the Madonna/prostitute complex, she does too, inside out so to speak. It was no surprise that we ended up in bed after putting the tape away. She did me up magnificently, sucking my dick with unbelievable enthusiasm. Then I fucked her from the rearward position, a position she favors right now. I came with a lot of force and noise...she did not break this time. I was asleep in five minutes.